December 13, 2018

It’s about 2am, I’m sitting at the tiny desk in our bedroom, and it looks like I’m hard at work.
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HOWEVER, I can hardly think or even move at this point.
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I’ve accomplished so much in the past 18 hours, but there’s still so much left.
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It’s not necessarily stuff that has to get done, there’s just so much I WANT to do.
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There is an infinite amount of things I can do to better this business, and my to-do list is only limited by my imagination and the imagination of those around me.
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I could count on one hand how many times I have cleared my To-Do list in the last 3 years.
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This is why I often find myself working into the absolute ground.
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I rarely loose motivation throughout the day, however I do loose the simple ability to think sometimes.
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@thetdave once shared with me that the human brain is only capable of making a certain amount of decisions in a day.
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This has really stuck with me.
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It has been something that I have really had to work on to find a balance. If I work myself too much day in and day out, I eventually find myself incapable of making decisions and accomplishing tasks.
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Writing this makes it seem actually pretty easy to find that line. When I’m no longer capable of working, I need to stop. Should be simple enough.
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BUT, it is so much harder to see that when you want to succeed this bad.
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